shout it
shut it
shout it
shut it
shout it
shut it
shout it
shut it

do you care about her or do you just care about going on tending and nursing your feelings for her? it's not even for that they'd grow; it is only so that they would not perish. then it's worth holding onto?

everything that's so basic and taken for granted are given over a million assumptions, why should i assume i'm even capable of being affected by something like this? do i even have the right to be sad when a patient dies? doesn't that just mean i'm not good at my job? everything happens cosmically; nothing ever happens to me, i'm sure.